I miss you Gretchen
This is a copy of an original post from my my old forum
Oh sweety some days it's just so hard. Theres not a day, and hour, a minute goes by that I don't feel the pain and grief. I wonder at times how much longer I can hang on like this. You were half of me, there's now a hole that will never be filled. God how I miss your touch.. your hugs, the comfort and love I found in your arms. I look around and the memories are everywhere. You left us so many. I thank God for them, and you. We were together all the time. You were my life, how do I go on now? What do I do? I try to make it hour to hour, I can't even look ahead more than a day at a time. I find myself breaking down at the oddest times. I don't think those who haven't lost a spouse can even begin to know the how dark a soul can get when their life's love is taken away.
I don't like this baby. It's not right, it's unfair and I hate having to go on without you. It's not like I'm suicidal or anything like that, but the desire to live is no where to be found. I guess I'm just having a self pity party tonight. I just want to talk to you, and hug you and kiss you good night.
I miss you so much Gretchen, 
Loving you always
Chester
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