Monthly Archives: November 2004

This is a copy of an original post from my my old forum

Tommorow is our 24th anniversary

 
 
 
Eternal Soulmates
by Lisa Teller
 
You are the one,
with whom I'm destined to be,
across space and time,
you are drawn to me,
 
One love, one life, we are destined to be,
soulmates forever throughout eternity,
In past lives I have loved you,
In this life I love you too,
 
And I know if I shall live again,
I am destined to love you,
across space and time, you are drawn to me,
One love, one life, we are destined to be,
 
Soulmates forever throughout eternity,
I know I'll always find you where ever you are,
No matter the consequence,
No matter how far,
 
Even in death I shall love you more,
 
to fuel my search to find you,
so we shall love once more,
across space and time, you are drawn to me
 
One love, one life, we are destined to be,
Soulmates forever throughout eternity.

It's so quiet around here this Thanksgiving Eve. Usually we were up till midnight finishing up all the cooking and preparations. The aroma of all the food was so thick you could taste it.  I used to tease Gretchen and the girls for going to all the trouble for what I called a "20 minute snack"   , but it was worth it all.  On the night before Thanksgiving,  I would have fixed the collards,  while the girls and Gretchen finished up the last of the desserts.. so much work went into, everyone was always worn out, but it was a labor of love..  
 
This year we just couldn't do anything here. Thankfully our neice and my sis in law got busy and  are going to host the dinner.  They are godsends. My girls got together at the oldest daughters house to fix the pies.  It gives them a chance to be active in the dinner, but not to have to deal with trying to do it here.  I guess we look for what causes the least pain.  
 
I miss the laughter and the fussing and all that went into getting the dinner together.  Sometimes it seemed we weren't going to get it all done, but somehow we did.  
 
d**n this all seems so bizarre. Sometimes it feels like I'm caught in a Twilight Zone episode. Sometimes it feels numb, other times it hurts so much.  
 
 
I miss you bunches baby..  
 
 

This is a copy of an original post from my my old forum

I’ve been dreading  the idea of having to cope with  the holidays that are right upon us.  It still seems so surreal and trying to imagine going through the days ahead is very unsettling.

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